all the lovely quiets of the world
The hum of early noon paused a moment before passing
through my window and I thought there was nothing more
I love than the variety of silence blanketing any day, or even
the noise of life that leaves a silence in its place. on day I shall
tell you, of the moment I walked the sidewalk, stopped at
a corner in west village to listen to a cellist at my opposite.
the bow gliding in the new green arches of june I appreciated
nothing more than stumbling into a preservation of silence.
the city to vanish, between us a shared sigh. I would cross
the valleys of sound towards the chatter an isle of white noise,
meeting east where the youth scatter the street wet by past rain
before I was older I’d longed to live in the apartments above them,
the voices of friendship and damp concrete made silence waft my room
to connect by silence understanding to a city I felt perpetually apart from.
cozy me your voices, carry me far, carry me together. every silence
is less the same to another, even in the moments between your voice,
where speaking once was. I hear it different every time and in
one morning wake to an apartment emptied of consciousness
kiss me and say nothing, silence arriving between us as relief
this is a love letter to the quiet and overheard, your varied emptiness
eventually, I shall tell you this, the comforts between muted sound.
until then, you can find me in the silent settled darkness
of a house that doesn’t turn its lights on when it rains.